Monday, April 27, 1998

April 27, 1998

Letters from Cambodia   Letter # 15                                            April 27, 1998

            Well, how is everyone doing? I just read my mail and it sounds like ten days ago things were well. I’m glad that you enjoyed Easter Conference and had some good family time. The pictures from the fishing trip at Powell were fun to see. Quality time with Dad, enjoy it! Thanks for the Conference Report printouts, that’s the first we have heard of Conference besides the Church News.
            Lisha and Erika, I mean Bood funk a rama, thanks for the letters. I wish I could write you a good letter each week, but I just can’t. However this is what I have to say. Life for you two is good right now. I hear about dates and driving cars. I’m so happy for you and the blessings that our family enjoys. I too remember those high school days of packing the most fun and adventure in as possible. Enjoy it but make sure you have a testimony.
            How do you get a testimony? I know we all have a testimony, we have been taught well. I’m talking about the kind of testimony or belief or inner guide that will help you through all the hard times in your life. Let me see if I can use this week for an example.
            We have two people committed to baptism, Bunrith ( approx. date may 10) and SophanaRith also approximate date May 10. Also this week Luu Thom committed to be baptized , ( approximate date May 24). They were all committed during the second discussion and we continue to teach them. They struggle with the commitments of reading the Book of Mormon , daily prayer, going to Church, and all the things necessary to develop a testimony and gain membership. Yet they enjoy learning and the feeling they have as we visit.
            I especially learn a lot as I help teach Bunrith. He has many questions and does not want to wait as we say well we can answer that but why not wait for the 4th discussion so we can answer it correctly, etc. Yet in my heart there is an answer for everyone, and he is so worried about trying to learn the message he won’t pray and ask, and is having a hard time understanding that you can know it’s true without knowing everything. With my language skills it is very hard to say the complete answer. I understand much more that I can say, and can speak the best about religion. I sit listening to Bunrith talk about his concerns and understand yet just wish I could speak completely to help him understand.
            The other day in the discussion I told him you have to have faith. “It’s hard, it’s hard for me just to believe everything”, Bunrith said something like this. I especially remember the words in Cambodian for “it’s hard”. I said your exactly right, it is hard, then I told him that I don’t even remember a point where boom, I had a testimony but I know that when I read the Book of Mormon, keep the commandments, pray, and do the little things it is a feeling that follows that helps me know that it is right and adds a little piece to my testimony. It is very hard to motivate someone to take these little steps and to do it for the right reasons and understandingly. And such a great feeling to have the Spirit there and see someone get excited about the Gospel. The ups and downs of missionary work, as you say Mom.
            Okay so back to Lisha and the Bood, Vern, T, or Nick, any of you who are listening or reading about testimonies. Just do those little things, go to seminary and church, obey parents and have a good relationship with them. Then have a scheduled amount of time each day morning or night or both everyday where you read in the Book of Mormon or other scriptures or New Era or something that will help you remember “the Plan” and strengthen you for the difficult High School times. I promise as you do this that you will have a testimony, each time in your selected study you have an opportunity to feel the Spirit, and you will have that inner testimony to help you through the mission, college, temple marriage, etc. I love you all very much. I hope you don’t just say oh he sounds like a parent and turn off. Hey it’s me your bud, the same kid that played back with you, listened to tunes, and played with you at the Lake. Have fun, work hard, smile and take 10-30 minutes each day to help you remember.
            Bood if you get to a place in the Book of Mormon that is hard to read or not the most interesting, skip it, and go ahead a few pages. Also, have you still got the study chair in ---the--- room, this will help a lot. ( The word ---the--- is used to avoid a debate in ownership.)  And the only advice I have on the Junior Year Student Council thing: If you have any plans for Senior Year Leadership don’t take on huge responsibilities your Junior Year that will burn you out.
            Lisha sounds like you’re working it with the dating thing, awesome.! How is the Senior Year?  Pretty much done by the time you get this. Now watch as everyone starts to decide what they want out of life. What is it that you want?
            It has been hotter than Toby here the past couple of weeks! Even the Cambodians are sweating and saying it is hot.
            Wednesday the 22nd was one of the most special days of my mission so far. Every appointment was great and we had the Spirit there, for every appointment. It started with SophanaRith as we went through 2 Nephi 31 about baptism: entering “the gate” and following the example of Christ. I had both my Cambodian Book of Mormon and English opened up, as we read down through the chapter stopping to discuss the verses. It just jumped off the page and I saw a neat thing how we receive truth. I pulled out my flip chart, that shows the method which God uses to reveal truth and compared it to verses 11-13: Commandment of Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ follows and bears Testimony, Nephi is shown all this (verse 17) and bears Testimony to us, and finally we receive the Holy Ghost if we follow. It just jumped off the page at me.
            Elder Heywood and I had an awesome experience with the Priest hood this week, on that same Wednesday. We met a guy one day as my bag fell off my bike rack and was hanging by a bungee cord. I stopped and was fixing it and this guy came out from his house. He said he had seen us drive by before and wanted to know what we are up to. So we scheduled to come back, we met on Wed 22nd. We went next door and met with his brothers family. Close to 10 people were there. They were very nice, they gave us coconuts to drink, and we started the first discussion. The Brother is a doctor and there was a Mother and her son ( approx. 20 years old ) the son was sick. They had come to Phnom Penh to get good medical help. The Son was sick and was laying there pretty miserable. Coughing. Also they said he would cough up blood.  TB? As we were leaving the Mom asked if there was anything we could do, and actually said can you bless him? I anointed in English and Elder Heywood gave the blessing in Cambodian. I really felt the Spirit as I laid my hands on his head and did the anointing. Elder Heywood had similar feelings and told him in the blessing that he would be healed. Friday we saw Cung Rit again, walking around with a smile. He looks like a different person. “Do you recognize who that is?”, I said to Elder Heywood. They are very grateful, the Mom and the Son, and also everyone that was there saw us bless him and how he has gained much strength. We are still meeting with them. However there is another problem. The Mom and the Son have spent all of their money and have no way to get back to the countryside to rejoin their family. Which also means all we can do for them Church wise is give a Book of Mormon and say well, look for us outside of Phnom Penh in a few years. However we have a few ideas to help them raise money without just giving it to them. The family of the Doctor also sells coconuts and if he will give us some coconuts we will go sell them to some members in the area and help them home.
            So much happens each day. It is difficult to stay awake sometimes during my nightly prayers, I am so exhausted. It is difficult hard work and kind of reminds me of the construction days as I come home dirty and sweaty, probably stink a bit too. However when we are teaching the Gospel and they are excited, I get excited and we feel the Spirit and it is all worth it.
            I appreciate all of your good letters. I even got a letter from Montrue this week. Awesome lady! Also good to hear that Sugar ( the neighbor’s dog)  made it back from the pound and also that Perot ( our dog ) is well.
            Thanks Mom and Dad for your letters and support. Lisha and Bood thanks for the write. Jon word up thanks for your letter. Ang Hi. Annie Word. I enjoyed the Snow Family letter. Thanks Grandma Hafen. I also enjoy Grandma Talbot’s letters each week. I eat a lot of bananas here, and it reminds me of Grandpa and eating bananas with him.
            Mom I hope some of your questions were answered in my big stack of mail last week. I ride my bike everyday and enjoy the exercise. Also after rice and stir fry each night this week I have made a fruit shake out of Thai yogurt and mangos and bananas, and the main ingredient is ice. Just like Zuka. Kind of.
            Church is just a house with folding chairs. However yesterday 104 in attendance so we pack them in but could squeeze in more. If you have more questions write them down for the upcoming phone call. I look forward to it and remembered about your trip. Harry I took care of it.
            I love you all very much. I love you Mom and Dad. Dad the section on 2 Nephi 31 was especially for you also I really like reading about when Alma asked the Lord what to do about those who had sinned in the Church. Mosiah 26. Fun to hear about yours and Mom’s missionary experiences.
            Love ya, your Son, Brother and Missionary ,              Elder J Clinton Rogers
Dad if you want to set a service trip or mini mission in 2 yrs this is who you talk to: Gary Flake SLC In charge of things like this for the Church:  Work 240-1417,  Home 292-8787.


Monday, April 20, 1998

April 20, 1998

Letters from Cambodia #14                                                    4/20/98

Dear Family,
            We are all very excited here at house 43233 as we are cooking a peach cobbler in our rice pot type environment and just sent the night guard for vanilla ice cream.
            It was a difficult week as most of the town shut down for New Years and people were coming and going from the countryside to be with family.  The kids get a 15 day break from school, it is just like Christmas for us. 
            As you can see I have completed a roll of film.  A few pictures from the MTC the rest from the Phnom Penh.  Many and most of these are tourist like, you see the good or beautiful things.  It is hard for me to just start shooting pictures in the poor areas or someone’s  home.  Also I only shoots pictures on P-Day.  I will shoot pictures of my area on the next roll.
            Before you dis the bike, ( The Japanese Red Rider) Elder Hoare broke his gear system, and Elder Williams snapped his axle on his bike, more expensive mountain bikes that look better, but mine is sturdy not a single break down, and it has a two-tone bell.
            I’m also enclosing some in my journal thoughts and experiences.  Hopefully it gives you a slight taste of the work here in Cambodia. 
            We have been meeting with a young guy a little older than us by the name of  Sophanaarit.  A great kid I really like him.  We have been teaching him the Discussions and English.  I’m not sure I have told you about him but we contacted him, he lives at house with the pet store out front. We met with him after the New Year and just started reading with him in the Book of Mormon.  He said he was tired after his trip to the country but we had a good discussion.  We were sharing scriptures and feeling good, we asked him to be baptized and he said yes, I want to be baptized.  We set a tentative date of May 10th.  We need to keep working with him, and I’ll let you know.  Also his Dad has a Book of Mormon and has come to Church. 
            However, the highlight of the week happened on Sunday.  Elder Lloyd and my comp went to meet with the Branch Presidency before church.  I went with Elder Harmon to help a family to get to Church.  The family lived about 2 miles from the church and they don’t have a car or bike or money to rent a bike.  We were going to ride out to their house and walk with them to church.  However, we were late and when we got there they did not think that we were serious and weren’t ready.  Well we got them up dressed and ready.  The Mom ( Dad at work) boy 14 or 15 yrs. old, Girl 11-13 yrs old, Girl 7-9 yrs old, Boy 3-5 yrs old.  Church starts at 2:00.  We left their house at about 1:40 p.m. and started walking.  We were frustrated because we were going to be late, and the family wasn’t to energetic about an afternoon walk to the church in the heat.  Yet we wanted to help them have a good experience.  The little girl was on my book bag rack and the little boy was with Elder Harmon on his rack.  Mom, the other 2 and Elder Harmon and I were walking .  All of a sudden here comes two teenage members girls pedaling on their way to church, and they both have a pad for someone to sit on, on the back of the bike.  We loaded the 13 yr. old  and the little girl on the back of the girls bike, the mom on the other girls bike.  I loaded up the 14 yr. old and Elder Harmon kept the little boy.  4 bikes, a family of 5, 2 missionaries, and 2 young women.  We went slow but we made it to the church at 2:05 p.m. just as the opening hymn was started.  The family was happy and I was one happy Elder and so was Elder Harmon.  Things just worked out and we made it to the church in time for the sacrament, and not so late that the family was embarrassed.  We were doing our best with trying to get them there and to have a good experience, however we wouldn’t have made it without a little help from Heavenly Father, who also wanted them to have a good experience, and gave help by meeting the two member girls when we did.  It was so neat how things worked out!
            This week has also been extra humid because of rain.  3 or 4 times it rained heavy.  The locals tell me it is not the rainy season yet 2 more hot months.  It was a lot or rain though.  The one day we rode through the rain, it was just like old times. 
            I live in the same house but another Elder has come. 
                        Elder Harmon             Elder Rogers
                        Elder Lloyd                 Elder Heywood

            Things here in Cambodia can be summed up pretty good by what Elder Williams told me this morning.  “It is hard, but it is fun”  I appreciate your love and support.  I love all of you!  Keep up the good work!  Sorry can’t talk with you individually for a minute, out of time.
                                                            Love your Son, Brother, and Missionary,
                                                            Elder J. Clinton Rogers.



Journal entries:                                                                        3/5/98
            Today I enjoyed some personal study time in the room while my companion went to Salt Lake to see Temple square.  Elder Burton was sick and stayed in bed and so I was his companion in the room.  Elder Williams went to Salt Lake also.
            I have been studying and thinking about the plan of our Heavenly Father.  My study is out of the Book of Mormon.  Wow, what a great plan it is and how important and great is the sacrifice of Jesus Christ in this plan.  I enjoyed talking about it in the Book of Mormon share tonight as we read Alma 12 where Alma explains the plan of Zeezaram. 
            I have also been thinking a lot about what it takes to share the gospel with someone.  I have been thinking and planning my approach to the person sitting next to me on the plane to LA and Bangkok Thailand.  In a week I enter the real world as a messenger and representative of Jesus Christ.  I’m trying to prepare myself for this opportunity and responsibility.

                                                                                    3/10/98

            There is so much good stuff that goes on here.  I’m really thankful for the good companion, the good family and friend support, the opportunity to learn more about the gospel, and see how much there is to improve, accomplish and achieve. 
            I need to be more thankful and have a better attitude and try and remember that this is a message of joy.  Smile.  I’m happy but I tend to be serious, and tend to worry so much about doing better and planning and dreaming about myself, I need to care more about others. 
            I’m going to miss all these good Elders in my district.  We had another good heart to heart talk tonight. 

                                                                                    3/14/98

            Today was the last P-day here in the MTC.  We went to the temple, first thing in the morning.  I have done a Temple session or some temple work every week that the Temple has been open since I received my endowment Sept 27, 1997. 
            I really enjoy it and the peace I feel there.  Also I enjoy helping my Mom with the family names before I left.  Today in the Celestial Room I prayed and asked for the Spirit and power promised to those missionaries who receive their endowment and head on their missions. Well I asked Heavenly Father for this power and the Spirit to be with me as I take off for Cambodia on Tuesday, in order to help me be a good missionary for Heavenly Father and the people of Cambodia.
            Also after the session Elder Hoare and I put in an hour of service in the Temple laundry room. It was fun, we helped fold. 
            Also shopped, got a fresh haircut and washed clothes in order to be ready for Tuesday.


                                                                                    3/19/98

            Next stop Phnom Penh Cambodia.  I am writing in the airport in Bangkok Thailand, it is 5 to 9 a.m. in the city and already we are sweating as it is very muggy here.  Coming in I saw the city of Bangkok through the window of the plane, I can only imagine what Phnom Penh is like.  I saw some old looking apartments in one area with dirt roads in front, also I saw a big cool looking Buddhist Temple from the air.  There was lots of fields and canals and the houses are built along the canals. 
            I’m glad I’m traveling with Elder Hoare and Elder William’s, but it is still kind of scary.  I know that were are protected because,  here we are finding  are way through airports around the world. 
             I was going through the discussions a little bit on the plane.  I want to take one each week and study both through language and what it is about.  Also I want to pray and gain a stronger testimony of each of the gospel principles talked about. 
            I read from the Cambodian Book of Mormon kids reader.  I read about Joseph Smith and a summary of the B. Of Mormon.  My reading is getting better now that I am getting to the point where all vowels and constants are memorized.  There are still lots of words I do not know. 
            The Comfort Zone of the MTC is fading rapidly now as I get closer to Phnom Penh.  Pretty easy to ask myself what am I doing?  I know however that I am doing the right thing.  I am a missionary of Jesus Christ who has been called to go to Phnom Penh and share with the people the gospel which has brought me many blessings and hope.  I am sure that I will become much more thankful for my blessings. 

                                                                                    3/20/98

            Well today was my first full day on the streets of Cambodia as a missionary for Jesus Christ.
            My day started with zone conference.  I felt the spirit as we talked about the work and especially good as I have lots of good goals  I want to accomplish.  I ate dinner last night with the President and Sister White.  It was some good food. 
            Today we went to the market to buy a bungee cord for my bike and stuff for the new area book.  We talked with a group of guys out in front about the gospel.  Some really looked interested, smiled and listened, but a few made fun of us .  Also I turned to mount my Red Flyer Bike and drive away from the market, I fell off my bike.  I was kind of embarrassed.
            I got a chance to talk and share my feelings a lot today.  Wow, how neat and yet what a big responsibility to try and share the gospel with these humble people. 
            When we talked to Chhay Son, who was resting from work today, I gave him a Joseph Smith pamphlet and gave a little intro.  I felt the spirit and when it was over Elder Heywood ( my comp) asked me if I had.  Chhay Son agreed to let us come back tomorrow. 
            It is exciting and challenging as Elder Heywood and I open up the new organized South Central area.  An area that is not new, but neglected.  We are pretty much starting from scratch. 

                                                                                    3/21/98

            Good day but I am really tired!

                                                                                    4/8/98

            A visit with Luu Thom was first on the agenda.  We were going to start the 2nd but found out he was going to the country for the Khmae New Year, and would be gone for 5 days.  So we gave the intro. to the 2nd and read with him in the Book of Mormon.  He really liked when Christ healed those who were sick and afflicted.
            Schnaam is a member who we met with and with 3 Nephi 18:24 challenged her to hold her light and share the gospel with the friend or family.  She wrote a list and picked a date.  
            After this appointment, Elder Heywood and I left on our bikes.  Elder Heywood rolled up along side of me and suddenly stopped and threw up.  He had not been feeling well all morning and suddenly let it go.  I was very close and watched him throw up on the dirt road.  And actually watched without gagging or throwing up on myself.  I must be growing up. 
            English class was fun today.  I was in charge Elder Heywood is ill.  I was in charge of the lecture and I taught them “Wheels on the bus”

                                                                                    4/15/98

            I saw my first rain storm here in Cambodia.  It was coming down like a St. George cloud burst, but the Elders here said it was weak for Cambodia Standards.  The streets filled up and we rode through the puddles.  I put a plastic bag around my proselyting bag, and took my good scriptures out. 
            Today was rough as we were hoping to get inactive time, but with the New Year everyone is gone.  We taught a first to Varith and went back a little later to give him a B. or Mormon, and he told us we couldn’t meet anymore because the people he lives with are Buddist and don’t want him to study.  He was pretty excited when we taught him and then had to tell us no.  I’m tired. 

                                                                                    4/16/98
            A bit rough today again as it is still the New Year last day though.  The New Year goes for 3 days.  Most places have been closed and many people are out of town.  During the 3 days the thing to do is to go for a trip in the country. ( dau leen) or pay a visit to the “Wat”.  We dropped by the Wat today in our area, Wat Pul Tum Poug.  Inside the temple or church grounds, Elder Heywood and I could smell the incense.  We talked with a few monks, who told us to go and see.  Inside the big main building, was a big open room with big murals on the top half of the walls.  A big platform with a Buddha statue at the one end, and many people praying to the Buddha.  Also the people bow in front of and give money and food to the older people. 
            We also checked out a little festival going on by the Wat.  We shouldn’t have .  We were approached by many beggars, all of them in very great need.  There was probably twenty, and then Elder Heywood pulled out his billfold, and we were surrounded.  It was scary and sad at the same time.  I did not give any money.  I had very little on me besides my emergency 20 required by the Pres. , and I have been trying to live by the rule “only give to one what you can give to all”.  Maybe this is wrong of me I don’t know, however I am going to give my leftover Missionary Savings Fund as fast offerings.
            We did a lot of contacting today, I tried to get out of my comfort zone and approach many people.  I had many opportunities to speak and share the gospel.  Another difficult experience today was a man who was very interested in the gospel but was only in town for the New Year.  I gave him a B. of Mormon , a map to the church, and a first discussion pamphlet, and said please find us again and may the Lord bless you. 



                                                                        4/17/98

            Writing by the light of a candle as another big rainstorm has knocked out the power.  It is a mess around here when it rains and I am sure that I have not seen the worst. 
            A great zone conference this morning about having the light of Christ.  It is so important to have it for my companion and the people I meet and teach.  My relationship with Elder Heywood is improving and I’m trying hard to better support, serve, and love him.  Also it is so important to focus on the person we teach.  Often my mind wonders off selfishly during the day or during the discussion.  If I truly love the person and focus on them I am not distracted.  I’m also trying harder. 
            This morning after zone conference, we met with Sophanaarit and he committed to be baptized.  I really like him.  We hadn’t met with him for a week, and so only thought to read together from the Book of Mormon before finishing off the 2nd Discussion.  Then after sharing a few scriptures Elder Heywood asked him if he would agree to be baptized.  He said yes.  However, the highlight of this visit for me was when I put to work what I was reminded about in Zone Conference: Love.  I told Rit that I really felt happy as we met together, that I knew that the good feelings came from Heavenly Father, and that I loved him and was happy to see him learn more about the gospel.  I really felt good inside as I told him this and tried to be full of love all day. 
            The rain was coming down so hard, and there was so much thunder and lighting, we went up on the roof and watched for a while.  I have also had many opportunities to speak Khmae the last few days.  It is helping me two ways, I’m getting over the fear of talking to people, and my language skills are growing.  I also enjoy asking people “do you know what Jesus Christ has done for us?” and sharing the message about Jesus Christ. 




                                                                                    4/18/98

            I had fun talking to Vismond after our appointment about my family and my mission call.  Again more language practice and getting to know a good member. 
            I was so frustrated today as we tried to meet with Jarith.  We had taught him half a first and returned to finish the discussion.  His friends where there and his neighbor came over and was answering the questions for him.  I was frustrated because of all the distractions there and I thought that Jarith was really interested. 

                                                                                    4/19/98

Neat experience today as I went with Elder Harmon and helped a family without a car or money for a ride to get to church.
                                                                       apri 

Monday, April 13, 1998

April 13, 1998

Letters from Cambodia-#13                                                   4/13/98

Remember—When you use pouch mail you can only send an envelope.  It can only cost 32 cents.  It can not be thick or contain any money or stamps.  Clint does have a PO box, but it is real expensive.  It cost about $14.00 a pound.  Clint’s PO box is
            Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints
            Elder J. Clinton Rogers
            PO Box 165
            Phnom Penh, Cambodia

Dear Family,
            Man the pouch gets slower every week. 
            Khmae New Year is like Christmas, it is a 3 day party I guess.  The big thing to do is leave the city of Phnom Penh and go visit family out in the country.  Many people have left town, Sunday as we went headed down to the South part of our area there was a big traffic jam of people leaving town.  Also nobody wants to meet with us and if they do, they want us to come party with them se we will see what happens and how productive Tue- Thurs is.
            Today I went bowling with 8 other Elders.  It was fun.  I put my game face on and bowled a 156.  I also bowled in Doc Martin’s because they did not have any bowling shoes big enough.  Like I say it was fun because already I’m bad.  All the Elders, yet it was weird to be bowling as a missionary.  And probably the weirdest thing was to be inside an air conditioned American type building bowling, when there are small houses and poverty outside.  Phnom Penh is very weird that way.  On the same block are shacks and campfires, and a house with a fence, guard, and BMW or Mercedes, or probably more common a decked out Land Crusier.  I have kind of the same feeling with our set up.  Comfortable house, clean food, AC , running water, compared to the people I see and talk too.  I see lots everyday that makes me thankful for my blessings.  I’m still not use to it, the Elders who have been here awhile are used to it.  They don’t look around and notice things like I do.  It’s kind of like that day in Tiajuanna, as we saw things and people very different from St. George, UT.
            Well let me tell you about my week.  The highlight for me this week has been 2 things.  A) Elder Haywood and I completed our conversion retention activation (CRA) goals for our area.  The hardest part of these goals is to get the required visits with active and inactive members.  We did some better planning, had back up plans and got it all done.  It is extra hard when we have very few actives and inactives in the area.  B) We have been meeting and working with Bunrith, the man with many concerns.  I have learned so much as we have gone through the second discussion and answered his concerns.  He has studied much about religion, and has a busy job but one day had this wreck on the mo-ped.  Well, during his recovery time he hasn’t been working and we met him one day at home.  Each meeting we work hard in order to help him understand what we know to be true compared to all that he has studied.  Sunday morning we finished up the 2nd and he committed to be baptized on May 10th.  Four more discussions need to be completed, more concerns, and he will soon return to work.  It will be difficult to help him work for this date.  However the turning point came as together we read Alma 32.  We talked about all that he had studied and then compared what we had talked to him about to the seed.   How he first wanted to believe or believed a little bit.  He really got excited as it talked about how the seed would grow if it were good and true.  He said this is me as he had felt his desire and belief grow during the times we had met.  It was also exciting for me as I could see where Bunrith was at in the chapter and the growth of his seed or the beginning of his testimony.  Then I could see where I was at and the growth that my testimony has had in the last little while.  It was a neat experiences.  These can be good and not so good.
            Luu Thom and Sophananrit are still coming along however we won’t meet with them until after the New Year.  We continue to see good results in our area as we pray hard, be obedient, and get out and pedal the bike.
            A quick story about bike riding, there is lots of smoke and dust in the air from the dirt roads, smoky trucks, cooking fires and burning trash.  President has asked us to wear Doctor masks that cover our nose and mouth as we ride.  So Dad, next time you wear one in surgery, I’m over in Phnom Penh wearing mine. “I’m off to surgery…..”  We will see what kind of affect it has on my career choice.
            I’m healthy, and doing well.  As I stick to my schedule and work hard the time just zooms by.  I like the saying “You gain a testimony quicker on your feet than on your knees.”  There is not much time for anything else than proselyting, B. of Mormon, and language study ( I have the first memorized).  It is very important to pray, and study the scriptures and things, and go out and work hard and try to put your prayers and study into reality.  Hopefully you understand what I’m trying to share.
            Well, I’m out of time again.  I hope everyone is doing well.  I’m sorry I don’t have time to write you all.  I can give a full report or I can write a handful of short letters that I don’t think are as good.  Know that I love each of you very much and thank you for your love and support and for your prayers.  I really appreciate it and I know that Heavenly Father answers our sincere prayers.  I remember you in my prayers.  Next week I will try to have pictures and a few journal entries.
                                    Love Your Son, Brother, Missionary,
                                                            Elder J. Clinton Rogers
P.S. I am working my way through Mosiah on my scripture reading.  There is a lot of good stuff about Christ, and King Benjamin makes a cool “ If ye do + you will have statement in verse 11 and 12 or Chapter 4.

            Love ya, Clint.

Monday, April 6, 1998

April 6, 1998

Letters from Cambodia- Elder J. Clinton Rogers                                          4/6/98

Received April 16th

Dear Family,
                Word from the streets of Phnom Penh!  I received a whole pile of mail today from the family mostly dated the 25th of March.  ( That would be when the pouch dated it-  That would be a Wednesday-I thought it was suppose to leave on Friday? --It sounds like his news is as old as ours. )
                Thanks to all of you for your great love and support.  What a great family we have and I think we have all grown closer together over the years as we have started the traditions of family trips, Pine Valley, Family Home Evening and Mission calls.  Again, I appreciate your good support and will write this speaking to all of you, and ask my good mother to please make sure everyone gets a copy.
                Okay let me tell you about my week:  I have had several good experiences and met some more people who are interested in the church. 
                First let me tell you some other stuff:
                6:00 A.M.-            Get up
                6:30                        Companionship study
                7:00                        French Toast----24 slices divided by 4 Elders
                7:30                        Book of Mormon Study
                8:00                        Leave House
                                 ( somewhere midday  30-45 min. lunch)
                2:00-3:00p.m. Tues.- Fri. English Class
                6:00 P.M.              Home Shower Dinner
                7:00                        Language Study
                8:00                        House Study  ( all 4 of us study gospel topics together)
                9:00                        Planning
                9:30                        Journal, Brush teeth
                10:00P.M.             Lights out!
                Sundays are the same, we go out and work, meet with the Branch President at 1:00 p.m. Church from 2:00-5:00.  P-Day is ours except somewhere during the day we proselyte for 3 hours. 
                Last week I told you about Bunrith and Luu Thom.  Well Luu Thom’s mother has been sick and we tried to hunt him down all week. We finally found him on Saturday and got an appointment again tomorrow Tuesday.  We were a little worried that he was trying to dodge us because he didn’t want to tell us no.  But he has been helping his Mom.
                Bunrith also has been busy and we have been unable to get either of these two advanced to the 2nd Discussion this week. Bunrith however was feeling bad and had had a scary dream. He told us that he had been really scared and that it was the feelings of an “evil heart” which means bad or evil feelings. We shared what happened to Joseph Smith before he received his answer in the grove, and we tried to help him understand where it is that bad feelings come from. Well he asked if we had ever felt this way? Elder Heywood didn’t answer. As best I could I shared part of the special experience I had with you Mom and Dad, the night before I left. I was certainly scared, and I gained comfort from my good parents, the scriptures and Heavenly Father. I hope it helped him, it was difficult to share this experience of mine with him because of the language and also because of how important and special it is to me. Again hopefully we can advance these two this week.
                We found So-phan-nau-rit and his Dad, Soka. They run a small pet store in front of their house. A monkey, 5 snakes, and some rabbits, and rats to feed the snakes. They are very friendly and Sophannaurit has been coming to English Class all week. We have taught them the 1st , done a Book of Mormon follow-up, and have an appointment for tomorrow. Sophannaurit has read 3 Nephi 11, the promise, and is now reading about King Benjamin. He says he has prayed and feels like he received an answer that the book is true. He is really a happy kid (23 I think) and gets excited easily, a great smile. He was not able to come to church but Soka his Dad did and brought the older brother. We were out contacting and found them. More that anyone I have taught they seem excited about the gospel.
                Sin Ly is a taxi driver, and has a family of 4 kids.  3 cute young girls and a young son probably  like 12, 9, 7 ( the boy), and 4. He and his family are living in a house on stilts tucked away in a pocket of alleys of South Central Phnom Penh. We were going to meet an appointment with another family but they weren’t home. We saw him and he invited us over. We taught him a first discussion. He is a great guy, humble with a neat smile. I also have his business card so we will meet with him some more and then in a little bit when Mom and Dad come over, I will be familiar with a member who speaks pretty good English and will be your taxi driver. Sin Ly
                We are slowly yet surely getting this area rolling. This week I had to go on a split because Elder Heywood needed to meet with Elder Franandez. Well Elder Franandez’ companion is Elder Hoare. So Elder Hoare and I spent half a day together, out 2 weeks to the day!  We taught half a 4th discussion to a 14 year old girl the same size as Jon. We kept it simple and used the pictures to show “the Plan”. Also we taught her the song “ I am a Child of God” in Khmae. She really liked it. It was fun. We also visited with an inactive, and taught their English Class. It was pretty neat as we pedaled down Moe Saa Tong Road I looked over and saw Elder Hoare, and it seemed so long since we had left the MTC. Yet there we were with smiles and limited language skills, braving the wilds of Cambodia.
                The highlight of the week was Mission Conference Friday from 8:00 am - 2:00 pm. It was my first chance to see all 21 Elders ( there are 21 not 22 ) and especially to see President  and Sister White in action. They gave great talks and it was a big powerful meeting, and helps you get fired back up. Also “Elder myself”, Elder Hoare, and Elder Williams were asked to bear our testimonies with Elder Colton. Elder Colton will have gone home with 2 years of service in Phnom Penh by the time you receive this. Wow! It was neat to see the difference between the 3 of us just starting and Elder Colton going home.
                I am enclosing a map trying to show my area. Also “Radio Song” by R.E.M. come on as I sat down with my food at Lucky Burger today. ( Clint has drawn a note on the map where ‘Lucky Burger’, a McDonalds type resturant is at the top end of his area.) Coincidence, I think not, but I didn’t listen to it because that would be against……..
                My first sight seeing trip was to the Royal Palace. It we the farthest North in the City I have been. The buildings were really neat looking and I saw lots of gold Budda statues. We could not see the areas still used by the King but saw the Silver Pagoda which got its name from the old silver coins which were melted down and turned into floor tiles. Has a funny metal clink when I walked on it. I took pictures. I’ll try to finish off the roll next week and get some sent home. Wait till you see the Japanese “Red Rider”, my bike.
                Okay Mom, I’m going to try and answer some questions. We run the Air Conditioning from 8 pm to 6 am and sleep good on wood beds with a 4 inch mattress. I like it better than the MTC. The house is nice with three bedrooms, a fridge and gas camping stove. All floors are tile. Running water but we don’t drink. All four of us Elders Harmon, Clayton & I live together. We have rice every night with a Cambodian stir fry type environment to go along with it. I like it and I like to experience the Khmae food. Also Elder Heywood’s Uncle is that Doctor Dad, and he is helping to support him on his mission. ( I asked Clint if his companion was any relation to Dr. Reed Heywood that was a partner with Dr. Hebertson at LDS Hospital and trained me in many of my surgeries. Clint’s companion must be Reed’s brother’s son.  Small world.)
                What a great bleesing you had to watch and enjoy General Conference, we will get a video tape copy of it in a week or two. Mom don’t worry about sending Church magazines we get all that stuff in the pouch from the Church.
                I am running out of time but I want to say:
                                Mom and Dad, it is hard to keep a conversation with this mail system. Thanks for the E-mails, just send 1 or 2 a week. Mid-week. Thanks so much for the love and support. I love you.
                Lisha- Bood. What up? How is the Senior year?  It is going pretty fast, and you will find that your life will all of a sudden be in your hands. Enjoy the good comforts of home while you can. Don’t even think about beating the Bucket Run record!  No way!  Bood what is this about a learners?  Just watch for the cars that are parked on the side of the road. You two can write if you want. ( Hint Lisha and Erika)
                Ang and Annie how are things? Just a few months and you will be a DMS Eagle.
                Jon my first companion and main man. Word up. How are you doing in soccor. Mom said you were sick, are you better now? Keep up the good work. I love all of you.
                Uncle Craig and family thanks for the letters and how bout them Utes! Awesome!
                Uncle Mike and Aunt Shell, thanks for your great letters. Vern get ready buddy and enjoy those good times with your fam and friends. No way can you touch the Bucket Run! T- Buff Word!
                Grandpa and Grandma Hafen, next letter I want to save enough time and space to tell you about the Olsens. One of the couples working over here. They are really neat people.
                Grandma Talbot thanks for your good letter each week. I really appreciate and love you.
               
                With that I will say each morning I read my Book of Mormon for 30 minutes and it is the highlight of the day. It helps me stay motivated and each morning my heart gets pumping as I gain the Spirit. I love you all very much!

                                Love your Son, Brother, Cousin and Missionary,   Elder J Clinton Rogers
                

Monday, March 30, 1998

March 30, 1998

Letters from Cambodia--- Elder J. Clinton Rogers #11                                                                                                               

3/30/98

Dear Family,

                A big hello from the land of the moped! Remember the picture in the one book about Cambodia with the pig strapped to the back of the moped.  Well I saw that yesterday as I was riding my bike.  It is amazing how many people, or boxes and baskets they stack on “Coach Smith” look a like mopeds! They even build trailers that they pull behind them. 
                Today is kind of like P-day but we can’t leave the house.  You probably know more about it than me ( all the political stuff). I don’t want you to worry, I’m safe and I’m a missionary.  If we need to go, I will call home.  We will be back out on the street tomorrow. I just want to let you know.  ( this is for Mom mainly.)  (This is the day that the Prince returned from exile. There were many demonstrations in the streets.)   Like we talked before I left, there are two lives here; the people who I work with daily and the upper class stuff I know nothing about. 
                So let me tell about my week.  Yesterday at church we had 3 of the inactives in the area come to the meeting.  It was so nice after all of  Elder Heywood and I’s pedaling and sweat to see these inactive members walk through the church door.  We have been trying to get these good people to church, and it was good to see them there. 
                Also we have two men who are scheduled to hear the 2nd discussion this week, and another men who is close to the 2nd.  I will tell you about our two favorites. 
                Bunridh ( Boon-rit) is a very smart guy who is home from work with a broken foot after a mo-ped accident.  He has studied lots of religions and has free time on his hands.  We dropped in on him and gave him a Book of Mormon.  2 days later we returned and he had read the whole book, but says it is a history and didn’t understand how it helped us know about Christ.  ( Good question huh?  He has really been full of questions and kept us on our toes.) We talked about Christ and his sacrifice  for us, asked him to read 3 Nephi 11. We  came back 2 days later, and he read the whole book again.  ( We are always encouraging and challenging inactives and members to read and Bunridh read it two times in four days. )  We reviewed Moroni 10:3-5 and taught him how to pray, and committed him to pray and ask to know if the
Book of Mormon is true and if Joseph Smith is a Prophet of God?   We meet again tomorrow, he would be a great member if he can gain a testimony enough to get past his concerns and current beliefs.
                Luu Thom, is older and has a wife in America who was baptized by missionaries in Philly.  She mailed him a picture of her with the missionaries and a copy of her baptismal certificate.  He recognized us as the same type of guys in ties.  We have started teaching him and he is at the same point as Bunridh ( between 1st and 2nd ) Elder Heywood kind of likes Bunridh the most and I like Luu Thom the most.( I like Bunridh too) Luu Thom is so humble and has the best smile ( ear to ear grin with big teeth) when he laughs or gets excited about something.  I hope and pray that he can gain a testimony and join the church on his own, not because his wife joined.
                The first three days of our English Class we didn’t have any students.  I was a little frustrated because we sat at the church talking to members or stuff, just wasting time.  But finally on Friday ( Class Tue. - Fri. 2:00- 3:00) we had 6 or 7 students, so this week should be good. Everyone over here wants to learn English.  The members here try to speak English to me, but I try to answer back in Khmae.  They want to learn English, and I want to learn Khmae.  In church, I help Phanith translate for the couples. We have a little microphone and headset to allow the couples to understand the talks.  Well Phanith is Khmae and knows a good amount of English, but my job is to sit by him and help him.  Which means I had to listen good enough to help him translate it into a good understandable form of broken English.  Well it kept me paying real good attention, and was good practice, but a few times the couples looked back to see what was going on when Phanith and I were both stumped. Sorry. I understand religious stuff pretty good but an 80% is lost when they talk about other subjects. 
                Elder Heywood and Elder Clayton went to play music for a Relief Society thing this week.  Elder Heywood plays violin and Elder Clayton wants to be a professional pianist--- incredibly good! 
                So Elder Harmon and I went on a split for the afternoon.  We went out to this area, that turns into a lake in the rainy season (  so I am told) All the houses are on stilts and it looks like tree houses in the jungle.  It was cool! At one house there was a monkey, a dog, 3 pigs, and chickens running around , and kind of that animal smell.  For some reason it reminded me of Wheeler Farm when I was little. 
                I carry in my pocket a picture of the family standing in the living room the day I left for the MTC.  It has been used many times in BRT.  The people usually ask or say these three things in this order:
1)      Mom and girls are very beautiful.
2)      Dad and I are exactly alike.
3)      Is that a fish?  ( The one on the wall) The fish is kind of hard to explain to them
We are very blessed.  The people have little and make it with hard work and using what the have like mo-peds.  Sometimes they talk about America where you do nothing and money is there.  It is not quite like that but what about paved roads, nice food, clean water-that won’t make you sick, nice clothes and homes.  We are extremely blessed!  I need to start taking some pictures.  I have just been kind of soaking it all in these first two weeks plus we are only supposed to take pictures on P-day.
I like rice and stir fry, and on Sunday we have curry, it is spicy and good.  Ask me how much I like rice everyday in a year or so.  I also like the fresh fruit and vegetables of Cambodia.  It is mango season!
I have been trying to get caught up on my letter writing and get my desk organized today.  I am about there. 
Thanks for everybody’s good mail.  I like all the motivational cards!  Thanks for all the pictures!
I had a great experience at the airport, thanks for the good send off and support.
                Bood I keep finding notes in my suitcase, they make me laugh—thanks!  Lisha,  how is the car situation working our for you these days?  Thanks for your card about success. 
                Thanks for the letters Dad and thanks for taking care of my two Auzie companions. They really appreciated it. 
                Thanks to Grandma and Grandpa Hafen for coming up and thanks to Vern----Get ready buddy!
                Well, I’ve written all my letters, cleaned my room and desk, read 30 min in the Book of Mormon, and studied for 2 hours the language, now it is time to wrap this up and write in the journal.
                I love you all very much, and I’m glad that we can share this mission experience together.  Keep up the good work!  Thanks again for taking care of me.
                                                                                 Love Your Son, Brother, and Missionary,
                                                                                Elder J. Clinton Rogers
               
                           

Monday, March 23, 1998

March 23, 1998

3/23/98

Dear Family—
                A big hello from Cambodia! Well, I made it and I am pedaling around the dirt roads with my companion Elder Heywood spreading the gospel.
                The plane ride was cake, maybe it was because I had so much on my mind, or the good pack of letters, or because I was tired and slept a lot.  I don’t know but it went fast.  Everyone knew who we were, ( the plane people and stuff) I sat by a member on the way down to LA and from LA on the people were either Japanese or Thai and I couldn’t understand them.  We stopped in Osaka Japan and hung out in the airport from 2:45 a.m.-4:30 a.m. Then to Bangkok at 8:30 and flew to Phnom Penh at 11:something landed at about 12:15.  ( If you ever fly Asia way Thai airlines took good care of us)  I first noticed the mugginess in Bangkok.  It is kind of scary as we just find our way through the foreign airports, but we had no problems.
                When I flew into Phnom Penh I saw the Mekong ( looks like the Mississippi) and dirt roads from the plane window.  We landed and walked down stairs on to the concrete.  It was hot and a bit sweaty with my coat and long sleeves.  We were met by 2 Elders inside.  We purchased visas and got our luggage with no problems.  Outside we were met by our new companions and Pres. And Sister White.  The whole airport thing, the flight, and shaking President White’s hand, and looking at Phnom Penh is like a big dream to me.  Everything that I have thought about since Sept 18th is now real ! The words Phnom Penh Cambodia Mission, speaking Cambodian is a reality.   I wish I had a pair of James Bond glasses that I could wear and you at home could see everything  that I have seen the last few days.  Let me try and share with you some of the major events and highlights.  Also let me say that it is Monday P-Day the 23rd.  I promised to write ASAP the first pouch to leave since I have been here leaves tomorrow, Tues. the 24th and goes out every Tues.  I had a nice pile of mail waiting for me and I read a good letter from someone each day.  Thanks for rallying the troops!!
                My companion is Elder Randon Haywood from Salt Lake City, Utah .  He has been out 10 months. ( 2 in MTC, 2 in Thailand because of the evacuation, 6 in Srok Khmae) He went to BYU for l year and loves music.  He plays the violin, he has completed Suskiki lessons, and is very good.  Today he practiced for 1 hour at the mission office on one of President’s violins while I studied. 
                We have the big challenge of opening an area in Phnom Penh.  The area is made out of two other areas and has been neglected so far.  It is big and has lots of people. So Elder Heywood and I are in charge of the South Central area, and are pretty much starting from scratch.
                After getting off the plane I shook a bunch of hands and then took my stuff to my home.  I live with Elder Harmon, Elder Clayton, Elder Heywood, all from Wastach front Utah. They are funny and good with the language .  Elder Hoare, Elder Williams and I are all in different houses, all different areas.
                The house is nice. We have running water( sort of—you can not drink it) The maid does the laundry and cooks French toast for breakfast and for dinner a stir-fry type environment.  It is good and there is plenty.  Lunch we provide and I bought peanut butter and jelly sandwich stuff. 
                The first night I ate dinner with President and Sister White after spending the day with my companion buying my bike and food for the week. We had a nice dinner.  (Elder Hoare, Elder Williams and me.  ) We talked about our families and stuff.  We have not talked about mission rules or had interviews yet.  I am slowly learning from my companion. 
                I have a bike and there are only a handful of paved roads in my area.  The rest of the time, Jon and I would have fun cruising through the dirt and bumps.  The traffic is crazy.  Mopeds, bikes, and dump trucks and delivery trucks, a few cars.  Have you ever seen a few cars.  Have you ever seen a family of four ride a moped, or a man pedaling a full living furniture set tied down to his 3 wheeled bike?  It’s pretty crazy, today on P-day about half the mission was at the “monkey boys” for bike repairs.  Like I said, the bike takes some abuse!
                The people are poor , but nobody I have seen is starving or look like Ethiopia -type environment. 
The houses are small and some of the kids run around naked or with no shoes.  The kids are the best, they say “Hello” in English and wave as you ride by.  Also when we stop to talk to somebody, they swarm around and want to know what these two American’s are doing.  The other day we were talking to this guy and honestly there was 25+ kids around the bench that we sat on as we talked.  Also there are these alleyways that we turn down and they are about a sidewalk wide with small shakes on both sides with families sleeping, watching TV, or doing other stuff. 
                There are lots of people, lots of these alleyways just in my area, and lots of work to be done in Phnom Penh.  It is overwhelming at times.  Each discussion takes a long time because they are so patient everyone will listen to as much as we want to tell them and then tell us one of these common answers. 1) all religion is good because it tells you to do good 2) you are rich, give me some money and I will believe. 3) I’m busy 4) Buddha 5) Please come back. 
                Saturday we tracked down our inactives in the area.  We found that some had moved.  We found 3 still here, and we got one to church. 
                Church was fun.  I did not understand a whole lot, but I was called on to bear my testimony. 
                It is exciting to be here.  My language is pretty good if we teach the first discussion, anything else and I am limited to a simple testimony.  I like to tell people, that I have studied Khmae for 2 months and know just a little, but that I know that message is true and can help them if they will let it.  My second day I had a neat experience.  We were talking to Chaay Son who drives truck and was on his lunch break.  We introduced him to the JSH story pamphlet.  I felt the spirit as we talked to him.  Afterwards Elder Haywood asked me if I felt anything while we were talking to him.  Yes. We taught him half of the first discussion  and then went back tonight to finish up but he ditched out on the appointment.
                The hardest thing so far is being patient and knowing where to start as we have the big challenge of this new area. 
                It is kind of hot and sweaty!-- Like Rogers Construction Days.
                Also I hit Lucky’s Burgers today for an ice cream.  It was good!! A few times already we have stopped for a fresh coconut.  They drill into it and give you a straw.  It costs 25 cents or 900 riel.  It is cool and wet, but it is going to take a while to get used to the taste. 
                All of the Elders here ( there are 22) are good and know how to work and speak Cambodian well and they know how to get around Phnom Penh.  It is difficult the roads all look the same.  I almost have the area mapped out in my head.  There are many parts and alleys that I have not seen yet. 
                There is lots to look at and new smells to smell.  There are lots of opportunities to speak and hear Khmae daily.  I have only wrecked on my bike once.  I fell on my back on the mount up--- I wasn’t hurt.  It was a very busy street and it felt like everyone was watching or at least it felt like it. 
                Well, I need to wrap this up.  Thanks for the good letters and the send off.  I really enjoy your letters.  Thanks Bood, Lisha, Ang, Annie, Word Jon, Hammers, North’s ( the cookies were great! ) Grandma and Grandpa Hafen, Grandma Talbot, for your letters and support!! 
                Be thankful , for your clean food, water and cars and nice clothes and homes!  Mangos and Pineapple are great over here---best I ever tasted!!  They are especially good after a hard day of proselyting .  
                I’m safe,  well, and settling in, and excited about the work here in Cambodia.  I think you would be good here Mitch!!  Why don’t you come over in a year?  
                NEWSFLASH – Elders are receiving packages through the normal mail system.
                My Cambodian Address
                Elder J. Clinton Rogers
                P.O Box 165
                Phnom Penh, Cambodia

                CTR and do good.  I love you all very much and grateful for the opportunity to serve and struggle in Cambodia.
                                Love Elder J. Clinton Rogers 

Saturday, March 7, 1998

March 7th 1998

3/7/98

Dear Family,
                How is everybody?  I can’t wait to see you and give you a big hug!  I keep very busy but every now and then I wonder what life is like in St. George. 
                Let me tell you about my week.  Elder Hoare and I taught the lst discussion in Cambodian in the TRC this week.  In 40 min. We talked about the plan of Heavenly Father , Jesus Christ, and kind of combined Prophets and the B. of Mormon.  As the bell rang we were asking if they would or should I say “will you” read the Book of Mormon?  We only took our scriptures and English test discussions in with us.  We read the discussion from English ( more like remind ourselves of the ideas ) then translate as best we can to Khmae.  Next week we will do feedback, which means we just listen and won’t teach .  So I am done with TRC.  The TRC is great practice and helps me want to know the language better.  Also the TRC  helps  to make the discussions real. It also helps to practice answering questions from investigators, and the whole experience keeps me on my toes. 
                Tuesday night Elder Woodbury came around and offered Elder Hoare and I a back massage.  He wants to be a doctor and has taken a few physical therapy classes.  He says he has perfected the back message.  And so we took him up on it and it was great!!!
                We are always talking about our families and the gospel.  What life was like during pre-mission and how our families could do better.  Elder Reimschussel has two older sisters , who still life at home with their parents. ( Back ground inf. ) He told me earlier in the week that he wished his family would just have family prayer.  He prayed that they would have family prayer.  About 2 or 3 days latter he received a letter from the family and it was reported that they were having family prayer.  Elder Reimschussel was very happy.  I though it was a neat story and glad he shared it with me. 
                How are you doing with morning scripture study and family prayer?  I hope really good!  I know it is important and that we will be blessed for our effort to get up on time and meet together. 
                I also just read 1 Nephi 22:30
                “Wherefore, my brethern, I would that ye should consider that the things which have been written upon the plates of brass are true; and they testify that a man must be obedient to the commandments of God.”
                where Nephi testifies that the plates help you to be obedient.  I add my testimony to Nephi’s that if daily we read the Book of Mormon and think about the plan, we will be obedient. I think that this is the power that comes from the Book of Mormon.  I read it, I feel good and I want to do good.  Everyday before my mission since graduating from high school I have made an effort to read the scriptures.  I finished it here in the MTC and have started over.  I know that it is true, and I know this because the Book has encouraged me to do good and feel good when I read it.  I know that these good feelings comes from the Holy Ghost and from Heavenly Father, ( Moroni 7:12-13 )
                “vrs. 12 Wherefore, all things which are good cometh of God; and that which is evil cometh of the devil; for the devil is the enemy unto God, and fighteth against him continually, and inviteth and enticeth to sin, and to do that which is evil continually. 
                Vrs. 13 But behold, that which is of God inviteth and enticeth to do good continually; wherefore everything which inviteth and enticeth to do good , and to love God, and to serve him, is inspired of God. 
               Try it you will like it!
                I promise that things will go better for you if you read from the Book of Mormon and try to do good like the people in the book.
                I really feel good about my experiences here at the MTC.  It has been great to work hard, struggle, learn Cambodian, strengthen my testimony, learn more about the gospel, meet new people and friends, ( I just met another bunch of Elders that I know from Boy’s State, I saw J.D. Carter this week, and I also saw some other St. George Elders and Sisters. ) and prepare to go to Cambodia.  My comfort zone was shattered coming here to the MTC, but now I have settled into the MTC life and enjoy it here.  It is time to shake things up a big again with a trip to the wilds of Cambodia.  I am scared and know that it is going to be tough but I am also excited and I can hear the streets of Phnom Penh calling to me. 
                 I think that I told you about the welfare meetings that we have been attending.  We concluded those this week with a video.  Always we talked about how the Savior is the best example of a missionary and taking care of others needs.  The video is the same that I saw twice in institute during pre-mission, we also saw a part of it at the San Diego visitors center , on the streets of old town.  It’s powerful!  Every time I see it reminds me of the great love Jesus Christ has for all of us.  Thursday night was a powerful night for me.  Just before we went to see the movie about Christ we were talking about examples of how important work is.  The examples set by parents and grandparents, who had taught us about hard work and then finishing what we have started.  Then talked about the example of Jesus Christ.  I instantly thought of a scripture that I had to share.  This happens a lot to me as all of a sudden I remember a scripture that goes perfectly with a situation.  D & C 19: 18 and 19
                “ Which suffering caused myself, even God, the greatest of all, to tremble because of pain, and to bleed at every pore, and to suffer both body and spirit—and would that I might not drink the bitter cup, and shrink----
                “ Nevertheless, glory be to the Father , and I partook and finished my preparations unto the children of men.”
                I am thankful that Christ finished the toughest job there ever was.  He did it perfectly and out of love for us.  I was feeling good after sharing this and then went and watched the movie about Christ.  I am grateful for Jesus Christ, and I know that he lives and provided a way for us to repent and be like him. 
                I just played the piano in Priesthood. 
                I just came from a great gospel study meeting taught by President Pinegar.  Wow what a great talk.  He talked about the Fall and the Atonement. 
                “When you truly understand about the atonement your attitude and behavior will change”—President Pinegar.
                He also talked about choices, we can choose good and be happy or choose wrong and be miserable.  This is so true.
                Also today we met in the bathroom with hymn books and sang hymns.  It was great!  The sound echoes off the tile and we have some Elders good with choir that got us organized into parts.  The hymns are powerful, I got chills several times and all the Elders on the floor came and poked their heads into see the district 39 D men’s choir . 
                Thanks for all the letters and treats. 
                Be sure to tell the Wintch’s thanks for the letters and pictures. 
                Well I really must wrap this epistle up.  I want to do some more study today.  Grandma Hafen thanks very much for your pictures and the pictures to give away.  Also Grandma Talbot I enjoy hearing from you.  Thanks for all your efforts.  North and Hammer family thanks, keep up the good work! 
                Here are some things I have enjoyed this week:
                Last 4 verses of Hymn # 85
                1 Nephi 17:15
                1 Nephi 17:3
                1 Nephi 17:40 - He loveth those who will have him be their God.
                1 Nephi 17:21 - Many times we wish for other things instead of enjoying the now. 
                1 Nephi 8:12- I partook of the fruit then desired that my whole family could partake of the fruit. 
               
                Love Elder J. Clinton Rogers
               
                PS I read through this and my language skills are going not to good. Hopefully you can tell what I’m trying to say. 
              The foreign language stuff is making him though his adjectives around.  I tried to correct some.

Also :  Clint wants some stories of his family - pioneer and faith promoting of his ancestors.  I will send him some, but if you have a good one please send it along. 

PS-PS:  This is for the Snow bunch that this letter goes to.  I am wondering if we should establish a family mission fund.  There might be some upcoming missionaries that could use some help from the family.  The $375.00 a month could be a real burden for some families. What do you think?